Summary
ACT 1
Time: Early 2000s
Narration: Once upon a time, in a "progressive" state, rights were being expanded. (Beat) It was the early 2000s. The start of a new millennium! (Beat) But they didn't want to change our world. They just wanted to change us. (The main narrator Jewel, is a non-speaker who communicates in part, through typing.)
Scene 1. The Song: “Control,” introduces the main characters through spotlighting them, and shares how they are impacted by control - including by being controlled, being controlling and fighting to take control back.
Scene 2: 11-year-old Clara is dragged unwillingly to an Applied Behavioral Analysis service room by her mother, Ellen. Clara wishes instead to run around with her 10-year-old cousin Ben who is visiting them with his mother, Dorothy. During her “treatment” with her idealistic therapist, Sam, Clara sings the song “False Choices.”
Scene 3:Ben runs away while singing the song “Ben Running.” Just as he realizes he wants someone to follow him, Clara appears, and they run off the stage together.
Scene 4: Sam tells her grandmother Nora that she worries about patient (Clara) because she looked so miserable during her session. She shares through the song “Context: Behaviorism.” her imagination of what the fathers of behaviorism (Dr. Skinner, and Dr. Lovaas) would say about their science. After hearing the darker side of how this field began, they both see the value it offers, after the field has softened over time.
Scene 5: Ben and Clara overhear their mothers talking about them in the song “Counterpoint.” The mothers share their concerns over Ben’s eloping and Clara’s self-harm. Meanwhile, Ben and Clara react off to the side, sharing their concerns about not receiving what they need to thrive. As their mothers drink wine together, Ben and Clara sneak out to the backyard. They have a fun time flinging sling shot, rubber animals together. As their antics get more and more happily unhinged, the instrumental song “Sling Shots” plays in the background.
Time: eight years later
Scene 6: Sam is concerned that Nora may need surgery. Meanwhile, Nora is more concerned about Sam’s job prospects at the Behavioral Change Center (BCC). Nora is not told that this center administers aversives as part of the treatments they offer. Sam is very happy to receive a job offer because it means that she can pay for Nora’s health care.
Scene 7: After Ellen says goodnight to the now 19-year-old Clara, she sings the song “If.” This song captures Ellen’s desire for Clara to be more like the happy child she once was, so that she could then easily love her daughter unconditionally. The stage fades to black on Ellen, and spotlights Clara creating embroidery in her bedroom. Clara sings the song “Embroidered,” sharing her need to protect herself, have autonomy through art, and feel her own presence through self-harm.
Scene 8: Ellen sits in a BCC office with Kate, a BCC staff member. They discuss admitting Clara to address the escalation of her self-harm behaviors. Kate sings the song “Only Here” to sell the potential of the center to provide positive transformation (like butterflies) for their residents.
Scene 9:In the lunch room at the BCC, Clara and a new resident Debby get to know each other. Clara shares that ABA did not make her less autistic, and Debby shared that gay conversion therapy did not make her any less gay. They both had behaviors in reaction to being expected to change who they innately were. Clara also learns that a boy recently joined the center, who came through family services. In an attempt to survive the center they sing the song “Glimmers of Joy.” Long timers Jo, and Paul sing a cautionary chorus with Jewel nodding in agreement.
Scene 10: Clara asks Sam to discuss her current behavior plan with her (“Not Embroidered”) . This plan forbids her from needle work because of the potential for self harm. She asks to be able to embroider again. Sam who remembers Clara fondly, tells her to put her trust in her behavior plan to help her and then agrees to put in a request for her to sew again as a trial.
Scene 11: In the BCC community room, Clara and Ben reunite. They discuss the many cameras that watch them. Ben shares that he largely treats the cameras as a way to entertain himself and the staff. When Debby joins them they bond over Ben and Debby deciding to do a clothing swap, with Clara planning to sew alterations. Ben and Debby are start changing clothes before the cameras, but Clara pragmatically stops them. The scene ends with projections of Clara’s sewing ideas and her enthusiasm to sew for them.
Scene 12: Sam visits Nora in a Rehab Center. Nora tries to imply that she is receiving abusive care, but Sam misses this call for help, by identifying with the center’s staff, not her grandmother.
Scene 13: In the Community Room at the BCC, Clara, Ben, and Debby watch another resident, Paul, walk up and down the room 25 times to be disciplined. After Paul disrupts this by banging his head against the wall to regain his control, he Debby’s respect. Phil shocks Paul, who screams and continues to bang his head. Clara, moves into the hallway, traumatized by these harms. When Debby joins her, Clara sings “Endurance: This too shall pass.” Clara can endure, if she sees an end to her suffering. After Debby calls her out on this being a poor solution, and that leaving the center is a better option. Clara considers Debby’s words carefully. Then she takes action by crashing through a window, to escape. The glass cracks but doesn’t break.
Scene 14: Clara lies asleep in her bedroom with bandages on her right arm and full of drugs to mainly deal with shock. Ellen attempts to support Clara. Sam and Kate try to get Ellen to give consent for Clara to be put on the shock device to motivate her to stop her self harm. Clara wakes confused, not sure if she is in a nightmare.
Scene 15: In Clara’s Bedroom, Kate and Phil hold down Clara to apply a shock device to her leg. In split staging Nora is also trying to get help pressing a call button in her rehab center bedroom. Clara and Nora begin singing the song "Deserve: Consent." Throughout the BCC, other characters who are also on the shock device sing the second verse, sharing that they too do not give consent. The scene ends with a black out and a loud crash, which turns out to be Nora slamming down her meal tray for help.
Scene 16: Clara is finally allowed to sew in the BCC Art room. She is putting on the finishing touches on a jacket for Ben, created from Debby’s dress. Kate tells Clara that she has to stop for the day, and Clara asks for a little more time. This creates a standoff, and Clara accidently pokes Kate with a needle. Kate loses her temper and shocks Clara. Phil conflicted, drags her out of the room.
Scene 17: Clara is restrained to her bed, in her bedroom. Debby is able to sneak into Clara’s room. Together they sing the song "Endurance: A Waste of Immortality.” They imagine how the immortal jellyfish can regenerate indefinitely, effectively being immortal. If they were to be an immortal at the BCC, with the endless danger of pain, it would effectively be a waste of their immortality. Projections of jellyfish swimming swim on the walls with real bubbles bursting into the room.
Scene 18: In the Community Room at the BCC, Debby, Clara, and Ben sit with long term residents. Clara shares her belief that she should have stopped sewing before things escalated. Debby points out that the staff provokes them to act out so that they have an excuse to use the shock devices. This discussion flows into a song titled “Provoked” that shares ways that the BCC attempts to provoke the residents.
Scene 19: Kate and a new accountant, Robert talk together in Kate’s office about the center’s financials. Kate breaks down the ways that the organization can be profitable and is able to afford to fight against lawsuits. After Robert learns more troubling details from studying the ledger, he stops and looks around. He then asks himself “what am I doing here?” Kate watches him walk off the stage and states, “Why are accountants so surprisingly sensitive?”
Scene 20: Debby is on a board to receive shocks with increased pain levels, in a sterile looking room at the BCC, because she reached the limit of offenses by striking Kate. Phil and Kate monitor from outside the room. Phil tries to stall by making sure that the center has legal permissions before beginning. Sam sees Debby on her way out of work, and shakes her head sadly. Phil moves his hand toward the device that activates the shocks.
Scene 21: In the BCC Community Room. Debby, Clara, Paul, and Ben sit together. Debby share the emotional toll of the shocks she received. They discuss how other options are better. Clara asks the long time residents how long they have all been at the center. Paul and Jo answer in the song "We Are Still Here". They share that although they were not born there, they may die there and share the stories of long-term residents including Jewel (the story’s main narrator).
Scene 22: The stage splits between Nora’s rehab bedroom and Ben’s BCC bedroom in the early morning. Both Ben and Daisy sing the song “Enough” about how they both have had enough of the harms of institutional abuse.
Scene 23: Sam joins Nora and they happily leave the rehab center together. Ben is then shown to be in community with friends. Clara gifts Ben the jacket she altered, while Debby wears Ben’s shirt. Ben hands Clara a present to open later. Paul and Jewel join them with donuts. They discuss Ben leaving as the start of all of them leaving. They celebrate Ben’s birthday by singing the song “Happy Birthdays.” They end by holding up donuts as a cheer “Up Raise!”
Scene 24: Clara and Ben enter Kate’s office. Ben signs himself out of the center while Clara unable to because she is under guardianship. Clara suggests that they run for old times’ sake, beginning the song “Running Together.” They run out of sight. There is a crash and the beeping of the shock device. Debby’s voice is heard saying “Don’t be a fool Ben - don’t leave this place for jail.” Ben runs until he is seen at the edge of the stage. After catching his breath, he says “She always made sure that I didn't run away alone.”
ACT 2
Scene 1: Clara looks out the window of her bedroom at the BCC. She then sings the song "Human Rights: Why Not Me?" where she highlights the difference in rights between herself and Ben. She wants human rights for herself and for all. She opens the present from Ben, which turns out to be a rubber chicken slingshot which she reveres. She flings it joyously before collapsing in tears.
Scene 2: Sam shares her concern that the residents are afraid of the staff to Kate. Kate assures Sam that they are only doing what is in legal behavioral plans. In the song “Context: Laws,” she recommends that Sam create a professional distance.
Scene 3: The stage is split to show the back of Dorothy’s house on one side of the stage and the inside of Clara’s room at the BCC on the other side of the stage. Together they take turns singing the song “Without Condition.” They both describe their definitions of unconditional love. At the end of their song Dorothy calls Ben in for supper, and Debby and Paul check in on Clara to make sure that she eats. Both cousins feel cared for. Ben plans to call the resident’s families to help them get out, and Clara decides to leave her room to get comfort from her friends.
Scene 4: Sam tells Daisy, that she needs to develop a profession distance (“Cyclops Vision”). Nora is concerned that Sam is getting too cavalier about her patients and reminds her that the point is to help. Nora says that the patients at the BCC must deal with more harm than she did at the rehab facility. Sam asks, “What happened to you?”
Scene 5: In the arts room at the BCC, Clara gets to do embroidery again. Debby and Clara wonder how their parents will react when Ben contacts their familes, to share the reality of their lives at the center. Clara learns that Debby considers her and Ben family, and they both allude to romantic interest between one another. Then they sing “Human Rights: The State Constitution.” and discuss how the constitution sounds like it should protect them but in practice it does not. Phil comes in, sharing that Debby’s father is there to see her. As Debby leaves the room, Clara says to herself “She’s leaving too.”
Scene 6: In the BCC community room, Sam, Paul, Jewel, and Clara are looking out the window at a squirrel that is lying down with its’ tail in the air. Jo plays the “Squirrel’s Song” on his flute. All the characters have their take on what is wrong with the squirrel and whether to assist it or not. Within this dialog, there is a reference that Debby is no longer at the center. Jewel who now has a digital communication device. She wavers between expressing anger through typed words and staying under the radar to avoid punishment.
Scene 7: Clara and Sam sit in a service provider room at the BCC. As they talk, projections of Clara’s behavior plan are displayed on the stage. Clara, broken down by the shocks, feels punished. Sam tries to convince her that the shocks are not meant as punishment but as treatment that will allow her to, with progress, have a home visit with her mother. Clara wonders if all she deserves is to visit her mother. Sam is really struck by the fact that Clara sees her behavior plan as punishment.
Scene 8: Outside of the BCC there is a protest to end the use of shocks. Activists attending include Ben, Nora, Debby, and Dorothy. They sing the “Protest Song” which includes “Stop the Shock” chants with a realization, that their protest approach is to just to keep getting back up again, repeatedly, when they are pushed down.
Scene 9: In the BCC community room BCC, Paul, and Clara, sing the song "We are Cared For, We are not Forgotten." In hearing a protest outside, the residents are surprised that they are not forgotten and are cared for. They learn through Kate that Sam walked off the job. They assume that Sam will not be allowed back.
Scene 10: The protest outside the BCC continues. Sam joins the protestors and asks if it is too little and too late for her to join. Debby welcomes her. Robert joins the protest. Both him and Debby speak to a reporter.
Scene 11: Kate has a meeting with a newly hired BCC accountant, Roberta, during the protest. They discuss campaign donations to legislators, and lobbying expenses to keep the use of the shock device legal. Kate uncertain of the accountant’s reaction to these expenses, asks “Are you a sensitive accountant?” Roberta answers, “Actually, I am not sensitive at all.”
Scene 12: Clara sits in the living room of her home, with her mother for a home visit. When Clara says she cannot return to the center, her mother says she needs to return to get better. Clara says she can not stay there anymore and gets up to leave. At this point it is clear to the audience that Clara has a shock device on her leg. Ellen gets up to follow Clara. The audience can see that the key fob that controls the shock device is in her mother’s hand. They both freeze, trying to process what to do next.
Time: 2 years later
Narration: “Two years have passed. Legislators at the state house are considering a bill that if passed would ensure that disabled people will have the same protections from physical harm as abled people. The hearing is about to begin. Will this be the year that this perennial bill finally comes out of committee to be voted on by the legislature?”
Scene 13: In a hearing room at the statehouse, legislators listen to speakers testify through the song “Hearing Voices.” Kate testifies in support of the BCC. Then Sam, Nora, Robert, Ben, and Debby speak against the BCC’s practices. Clara speaks to how the shock device makes abusers out of staff and caregivers. Terra (Paul’s mother) speaks about how the shocked device has made her son’s life “almost normal.” Clara then asks Terra if she has considered any other alternatives. Terra is insulted by this question. She would have chosen an alternative if only any were available. Clara replies that this is how she also used to think. She suggests they talk after the hearing which Terra considers.
Scene 14: Ellen and Dorothy sing the song “Mending” that describes their attempt to mend their relationships with their children. Then Clara and her mother reconcile in the song “Rainbows.”
Scene 15: Terra and Paul are visited by Kate in their home. Paul expresses his frustration with his life, and his mother scared brings out a key fob. Paul reacts by saying “again?” Kate offers the BCC as an option.
Scene 16: Clara and Debby sit together outside on a college campus. Clara has an embroidery loop on her lap. Clara and Debby catch up on their lives. Debby is going to law school and living in the dorms while Clara is living in a group home and doing embroidery commissions. They sing the song “the Dignity of Risk” about wanting to try things that they aspire to do even if they fail and need supports.
Scene 17: Jo and Jewel welcome Paul back to the BCC, after his mother decides to send him back. They sing “We Are Still Here, Only Here.”
Scene 18: In the disability committee room at the statehouse, state legislators sit alongside each other at a table. Together they sing the song "The Legislators Song" which captures their arguments for or against passing the bill to ban the use of aversives on disabled people in MA. One legislator asks another legislator who is against passing the bill, “How do you sleep at night?”
Scene 19: Sam has trouble sleeping the night before the disability committee vote. Daisy asks Sam what she thinks the fathers of behaviorism would suggest. In the song “Context: Skinner’s Lament” Dr. Skinner shares his surprises over what is allowed today, including torture. Dr. Lovass asks “Do you think behaviorism is the problem? Or, are you saying their is a problem with our goals?”
Scene 20: Ben and Clara sing “Ponkapoag Bog in the Fog” while walking on a bog boardwalk. The fog, and the unstable, wet boardwalk are symbolic of the BCC. Clara even looks for the carnivorous plants that live there. At the end of their walk, they are ready to head home where it is less hidden, and they are more seen. They feel that their lives are better and they are grateful for that. They wish for the same good life for Paul, Jo, Jewel, and the rest of the BCC residents.
Time: Present Day
Narration: “This is where our story now ends. Dear and trusted audience - How will you change the end of this story?”
Scene 21: Individuals join an empty stage, one at a time and sing a line or more, from the song “Free Will.” The audience is asked “At what point does the desire to care for our loved ones slip into abuse? Where is the line that we do not cross? How far do we protect? How wide do we offer protection? Where do we stand?” The former and present residents directly ask the audience “With the amount of power that you have, and your free will how will you use it?”